Lonely


No one was ever here,
To dry every single tear...
No one was ever there,
To make things a little more fair...

I’m always left to stand alone,
In the middle of an empty room...
Because no one is ever home,
To chase away the gloom...

So silence becomes my friend,
As my voice fades away...
There was no use for it anyway...
So long ago was its end...

Darkness will take over the light,
Nothing could ever again make things right...
As everything vanishes in the mist,
All that is left is one bloody wrist...

And a grave shall then be,
My one and only memory...
As I fall in an eternal sleep,
One so peaceful and deep...

LONELINESS STRIKES BACK!!!!!!!!!

A trip through a dark hole,
A lunge into deaths role,
The terror of time,
Just slipping to pass me by,

My soul, my pain, my sorrow,
nothing will be left for tomorrow,
the quiet truth as simple and sound,
I won't accept it from the feelings I've found,

The vastness of hate and perfidiousness I feel,
The pumice of love that used to heal,
Exasperating thoughts to take every breath,
I would rather take my chances with death,

The rudeness of shards of glass in my veins,
My time is up with all these pains,
My mind is focused my body is strong,
Still I can't bear this pain for long,

The stillness of life as a sunset in fall,
I feel distraught and somewhat small,
Looking down a small stream of light,
surrounded by darkness and nothings in sight,

The fear of death is as familiar as sound,
No justifications for I am bound,
In my incarceration of confusion and lies,
I have nothing left to murmur and no goodbyes,

The swelling of providence closing in on my life,
The walls are recoiling at my side,
Hate and greed inlay in my mind,
No where to abscond from the rigged venerable wind,

My past has caught me I must give in,
No turning back from all of the sin,
The bloathing of rubbish in my past,
No turning back it's my eternity at last

theway.TRUTH.andlife - 3:30 AM

Hey!! I'm doing IT stuff this term and we focus on web 2.0 so we have to join various web 2.0 accounts and that's why I start to join it here...
name: CNSR154328
age: 14 ..... (born on 10th March 1993)
school: SGJ............. I live in Banten,Indonesia lol
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welcome to ma' blog..
here are the RULES and REGULATIONS:
001. Don't you ever DARE to hack my account or ELSE!!!!!
002. Never uses offensive comments in my blog even if it's not me on the target.
003. You shouldn't believe all the things I put on my blog because some of them are fake
004. Don't copy any of my works without my permission
005. have fun!! :)

# loves candy so much....
# loves movies and stories
# loves riding bicycle and roller blading
# loves my life sometimes :)
# loves people who loves me (uhuk2... lol) I love my parents so much, my friends and especially my best friends who can change my life and take me to another world

! hate science!!...Don't be surprised if you found out that I'm really terrible at science!! everytime I learn this subject, it feels like I'm in the illusion world learning alien languages
! hate injustice
! hate being hate (???)
! hate being sick... I really hate being sick... I don't like having weird stuff inside my body
! hate useless stuff that we have to do... (I cannot elaborate this anymore)

% I could fly
% I could really live in my daydream and hope that my daydreams can be real
% to be success
% new house!!!!
% new handphones!!

I want to have a holiday right away!! I cannot wait to have my holiday!! I wish I could have holiday right after the UAN but unfortunately, it's time for the UAS!! I'll go to Norway this June and I'll meet my cousin, auntie and uncle there in tromso.... It will be summer there but still cold. It's winter all year!! I have to wear thick clothes and such. When you take a bath there, the water is very very clean and cold! It removes all the bacteria from the body and make your body crystal clean... On winter, it has the famous northern lights but night time is longer than daytime and it's usually have rain more. So, Yeah,, it's like that... I'll be elaborate some more after this!!

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